Any Day Now

fuck. cockroaches. 

makes me wanna barf.

started at 152. now at 148. trying to get to 120. it feels like it’s taking forever.

I want to sing to you, my love. 
My only love and happiness.
Don’t be so blue, so blue my love.
Take off your shoes, take off my dress.
I want to sing to you, my love.
Don’t be so blue-so blue my love.
This too shall pass,
This too shall pass.

But tell me, what have I done to deserve you?
Must’ve done something, cause that’s how it works.
Must’ve been kind to the kittens and birds in a previous life,
must have thought happy thoughts.
Happy thoughts.

Cause there, you were there right beside me.
Then somehow inside me while inside myself.
Books on the shelf, thoughts on the shelf.
Hands to myself,
I should definitely keep my hands to myself.

Cause love is a dangerous pastime,
Caught between madness and gladness of flight.
Nothing is wrong. And nothing is right.
Falling asleep in your arms every night.

But loves such a strange situation
Full of frustration and anger and fear.
Everything’s tears, nobody hears.
Nobody’s here and nobody hears…

But I want to sing to you my love.
My only love and happiness.
Don’t be so blue, so blue my love
Take off your shoes, take off my dress.
I want to sing to you my love
My only love and happiness.
Don’t be so blue-so blue my love
This too shall pass,
This too shall pass.